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 Today I learnt about disappointment. It's not the fact that you can use the same way as dislike or hate. But, it's that you sometimes can just say "I'm disappointed" then full stop. Neither victim-blaming, nor playing victim. But it was like a stoppage time loss. After you pass the ball to your friend right into the middle of the box, to be caught by the keeper, then ref called the time. Yeah, would you blame your friend? No, you kicked it too hard. Would you blame the keeper? He's done his job well. Would you blame your keeper for getting scored? He and your defenders has tried their best. Would you blame yourself? Why would you. Well, then I'm disappointed. Not on him. Not on anyone. Full stop punctuation.

You know what? I'm gonna use this platform just solely for yapping. For the last month, well, extensively it was last 2 weeks, I've been focusing on finishing my thesis. Well, at least 2 or 3 parts has been completed. But, still, there's only one month left before the deadline due (well, it might ended in next weeks but let's just set the deadline as it is). So, yeah. I really hope that last months of college life will be end in a good way. Not to mention that I'm really stressed enough, but hey, I'm kind of enjoying it. The process has created me to become much more wiser but also become more vocal to my own life or even the politics of this country.  I felt bothered that I only have one month left, but I felt glad when one of my friends assured me that I can get through this and graduate this semester. But, dang. I need to do interview for around 8 informants in a month... Okay, let's just face the present, then. To be honest, I'm bored and have no mot...

Hi, it's been eight months since the last time I wrote a blog post. Well, everything went well, except my mood to write something here. Foremost, I want to provide something useful for you guys like previews, both the narrative and pictured. I love how frequently updated the Museu dos Patches blog. But there are things that I want to change from it. I want to give previews, whether it's the team list, GFX, picture, or video. But, I got demotivated to do it. I'm unhappy with how time-consuming it was. More than that, I still have a ton of assignments in my first year at college and other responsibilities outside of my academics. When I'm not in the mood of doing my uni work, I'm just straight playing the current PES/FIFA, not even a single thought of taking care of this blog or my YouTube account. So I decided from this day, I put my blog into an indefinite hiatus and focused more on my also-forgotten YouTube account. Well, I suggest you to subscribe it so you'll...

I got this for a while but I just recently got time to upload it to the internet. This is one of the old Indonesian patches that I fortunately able to recover and publish to the public. This patch is a national team's patch in summer 2006. This patch also has the Indonesian national team in it, although I can guarantee whether this patch has accurate stats for all the players or not.  LINK DOWNLOAD MediaFire PREVIEW

I found this through a lot that I bought from the Facebook marketplace. To be honest, I quite like the patch because it was made by a group of patcher that was quite popular in Indonesia back then, WE10Lovers. Eventually, this patch was re-distributed by a named distributor called TokoGame, which is why you'll see the logo on the main menu. Anyway, this version was one of the first ones to include 2 Indonesian leagues in WE10. LINK DOWNLOAD SINGLE LINK [MediaFire] | 1.03 GB PREVIEW

Finally! I have time to publish this mod after a long time. This is one of the most wanted mods of Winning Eleven 2002 in Indonesia. This mod is called 'Ligina X 2004', which meant Indonesian League 2004. This mod has 18 teams from the league, and the rest of them are European top-flight clubs. Go download them if you are really interested in our country league structure in the golden years of world football. LINK DOWNLOAD MediaFire Google Drive Team List Ligina X 2004 PREVIEW PS. somehow you can't play Persija due to unknown reasons, if you insist on that it would make the game unplayable and you need to reset the game

Hello! Long time no see! Today, I'm gonna do a sort-of posting spree for mods of the legendary PSOne game, Winning Eleven 2002. I'll start with this mod, resurrected by a friend of my friend on Facebook (before eventually found someone uploaded it on MediaFire hehe). This mod has 36 Indonesian clubs of the Liga Djarum 2007 season campaign. Besides that, it also has 8 clubs from the AFC Champions League which some of you who are Asian might recognize these teams. As usual, this mod also has playable European clubs which you may need in case you want to feel the Asian vs European match-up. LINK DOWNLOAD MediaFire Google Drive The teamlist ^^ PREVIEW