May 5th

You know what? I'm gonna use this platform just solely for yapping.

For the last month, well, extensively it was last 2 weeks, I've been focusing on finishing my thesis. Well, at least 2 or 3 parts has been completed. But, still, there's only one month left before the deadline due (well, it might ended in next weeks but let's just set the deadline as it is). So, yeah. I really hope that last months of college life will be end in a good way. Not to mention that I'm really stressed enough, but hey, I'm kind of enjoying it. The process has created me to become much more wiser but also become more vocal to my own life or even the politics of this country. 

I felt bothered that I only have one month left, but I felt glad when one of my friends assured me that I can get through this and graduate this semester. But, dang. I need to do interview for around 8 informants in a month... Okay, let's just face the present, then.

To be honest, I'm bored and have no motivation to check my YouTube channel. My last video, which is the 1930s patch, got a better view count. But, damn, to do 3 whole years with no sense of reward is hurt. My whole channel is full of people trying to request things that I don't even own or even play before.

What should I do next? Well, fuck the channel. I need to fucking finish my college.